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inevitablydestined: I love you ____________.There, I said it. I wrote it down: I love you.I know,...

Thu, 21 Jun 2018 23:22:03 -0400

I love you ____________.
There, I said it. I wrote it down: I love you.
I know, that’s weird. But it’s true. I’m not even sure if I know exactly what love is. But I know that when I think of you, every time I think of you, my heart stops. And then it skips, and then it goes so fast, I feel faint. You make me nervous, and you make me calm, all at once. You make me want to be someone better than myself. Even though all I want is for you to think of me as enough. Just enough.
I know that you’re not supposed to love someone that you can’t have. Someone who has told you their heart is unavailable. But here we are. And yes, I’m supposed to move on. We’re all supposed to move on because that is the sane thing to do. I can already see myself as a 40-something, maybe telling a 20-something who asks for some wisdom on love and loss, giving this well-prepared response, “I wish I had got over things and people quicker.”
But I can’t. Or I won’t. Not you. Whatever it is, these feelings – I’ve wished and I’ve waited – they won’t go away. They haunt me in my sleep.
And I wake up in the morning and you’re the first person I think of. Everything throughout my day reminds me of you. I can be in conversation about work or war or politics, or with family and friends, and all I do is think of you; I wonder what you’re doing at every moment. Yes, I am infatuated.
But I am not just infatuated. I am in love. And I am in pain. And I know the pain will pass. Or maybe I don’t know. But it does go away eventually, doesn’t it? There is an end to this torture, isn’t there? But even if there isn’t, then whatever. I will live with this pain. I will own it. It will become a part of me. And I think it already is.
But I keep hoping that somehow, that by some miracle, one day you’ll realize that I am someone you could love. I am someone who would hold your hand unexpectedly, who would laugh at all your bad jokes loudly, who would take care of you when you’re sick, who would give up everything and move across the world for you, and with you. Because I am foolish and stupid and irrational, and totally and completely and entirely in love with you.
And that’s it. That’s all there is to it, really. Just love. Pure, sacrificial, unadulterated, maddening, frightening, love.
But I have to sit here quietly with it, and pretend. Pretend to be strong, pretend that it’s okay that you probably love someone else the way I love you; pretend that I am okay. And maybe I will be. Maybe everything will be fine. Maybe. But for now, I love you.And it hurts.

poetbychoice: It sucks.Being so close,But knowing,I can’t.Can’t kiss you.Can’t hold your...

Thu, 21 Jun 2018 22:10:31 -0400

poetbychoice:

It sucks.
Being so close,
But knowing,
I can’t.
Can’t kiss you.
Can’t hold your hands.
Can’t just hold you.
It feels like I’m holding my breath.
Waiting.
But waiting for what?
I guess that’s the question.

eirollam: “I guess I’m willing to wait for you. There’s something poetic about that. That I’d...

Sat, 16 Jun 2018 22:55:33 -0400

eirollam:

“I guess I’m willing to wait for you. There’s something poetic about that. That I’d rather be alone forever than ever be with anyone else. My head tells me to give up, but deep down somewhere, there’s a part of me that truly believes we are meant for each other.”

— M. S.

quotejunkiie: 👀

Sat, 16 Jun 2018 15:26:17 -0400

quotejunkiie:

👀

luckylluminati: “I hope you find someone who doesn’t make you sad at night and someone who reminds...

Sat, 09 Jun 2018 00:13:41 -0400

luckylluminati:

“I hope you find someone who doesn’t make you sad at night and someone who reminds you how much they love you every day and who laughs at your stupid jokes and wants to listen to your music and who genuinely wants to be with you and doesn’t make you second guess their love for you. I really hope you find that. Because you deserve that.”

toexist265: I can’t keep doing this. Continuing to be your friend knowing that it will never feel...

Tue, 05 Jun 2018 22:01:56 -0400

toexist265:

I can’t keep doing this. Continuing to be your friend knowing that it will never feel natural because I will always love you and you will always view me as that one awkward friend who you could never love back the same way.
I need to move on from you

writingllama: “I know we’re too young and it’s too early to be saying this, but… I hope you’re the...

Tue, 05 Jun 2018 22:00:51 -0400

writingllama:

“I know we’re too young and it’s too early to be saying this, but… I hope you’re the one.”

— I Hope / Unrequited Love

writingllama: “I just wanna make that boy the happiest he’s ever been.” — I’m So Screwed /...

Tue, 05 Jun 2018 21:54:11 -0400

writingllama:

“I just wanna make that boy the happiest he’s ever been.”

— I’m So Screwed / Unrequited Love

syntacked: “I wish I knew what you think when you hear my name.” — Unknown

Mon, 04 Jun 2018 21:50:10 -0400

syntacked:

“I wish I knew what you think when you hear my name.”

— Unknown

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Sun, 20 May 2018 21:56:14 -0400

leohearts: “You never really forget the ones who touched your heart; regardless whether it’s the...

Fri, 18 May 2018 15:46:41 -0400

leohearts:

“You never really forget the ones who touched your heart; regardless whether it’s the ones who broke it or healed it.”

—

little-random-thoughts: “Im still hoping its you and me in the end.” —

Tue, 15 May 2018 20:32:02 -0400

little-random-thoughts:

“Im still hoping its you and me in the end.”

—

speakquotesx: “heartbreak isn’t just missing someone. heartbreak is the feeling you get in your...

Tue, 15 May 2018 20:31:18 -0400

speakquotesx:

“heartbreak isn’t just missing someone. heartbreak is the feeling you get in your chest that makes you wanna rip out your heart to make your whole body stop hurting. It’s like someone is just putting stones on top of stones on your chest and all you can do is look at the sky and think I did this to myself.”

— I’m doing this all to myself - k.k (speakquotesx.tumblr.com)

little-random-thoughts: “It’s ironic how our hearts can still get hurt by something we’ve seen...

Tue, 15 May 2018 20:31:07 -0400

little-random-thoughts:

“It’s ironic how our hearts can still get hurt by something we’ve seen coming.”

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lostsoulsworlds: “I’m stuck between “I really want to talk to you,” and “I really need to get over...

Wed, 09 May 2018 21:49:38 -0400

lostsoulsworlds:

“I’m stuck between “I really want to talk to you,” and “I really need to get over you.”
- Unknown

ssnowflake: “You can’t fall in love with someone else if your heart is still waiting for him.”

Wed, 09 May 2018 21:47:33 -0400

ssnowflake:

“You can’t fall in love with someone else if your heart is still waiting for him.”

brilliantdalliance: “It physically pains me to know you may never feel the same way about me.” —

Sun, 06 May 2018 18:26:08 -0400

brilliantdalliance:

“It physically pains me to know you may never feel the same way about me.”

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woahjawlines: “he gives me so much butterflies making me never want to stop thinking about him....

Sat, 05 May 2018 12:24:24 -0400

woahjawlines:

“he gives me so much butterflies making me never want to stop thinking about him. he’s always the last thing on my mind and i’m always making fake little scenarios i wish would happen. seeing him in person makes the butterflies in my stomach seem like nothing. he’s always smiling which makes me want to smile back. his eyes make me drown even though they aren’t even close to the color of the ocean. his voice and his laugh are just so adorable. his personality and how he likes to have fun makes me so happy. he’s so hyper and just so ‘loveable’. i’m falling for him so badly but he can’t see how i can make him happy. how i can help him in bad times, how i can always be there for him, he just doesn’t see how much i want to be there by his side. it stings me just knowing that i think about him all day when he has probably never even thought about me once. i wanna be his but i also want to get over him but neither is happening.”

— rant.

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Sat, 05 May 2018 12:21:16 -0400

sxcietyfeels: Back at the start .

Sat, 05 May 2018 12:17:01 -0400

sxcietyfeels:

Back at the start .